My favorite feeling.
Hi, tumblr. Winter’s halfway over, I hear. Yesssss. I’m making a mixcd.
I have no motivation for this day. I’m sad and tired, I’m trapped and tired. And tired. Not even the warm weather has a say right now.
My grandpa didn’t die today. Although, I’m pretty sure my family was sort of thinking that he was going to. I stood in the ICU and watched my mom kiss her father on his forehead and say goodbye, and that she loved him. I imagine she probably told him to please stay alive but I wasn’t close enough to hear. I felt calm most of the day and trembled like I had a problem with my...
Work tomorrow. Cat’s on the counter. No R6 today, for the first time since I got fired. In this order exactly: 1. Get camera. 2. Get roadtrip. 3. Be out of debt quickly, possibly by some miscommunication to my advantage. Maybe I’ll go on a walkabout!
I wish I could see the silver lining, man. I’m not kidding. In other news, I’m quitting school. I’m in such a state of complacency that even Oblivion is losing its sparkle. I do wish I could just disappear.
Uselessblr. In other news: Salt & vinegar kettle chips = yes. The day going by at an okay speed = yes. Not getting fired = yes? Comfort food of the year = turkey bacon guacamole with peppercorn sauce instead of ranch. See also: white cheddar mac&cheese crackers. What do sorority broads wear? Was thinking, like, those really ugly boots with sweatpants, and hoodies with furry collars. And...
Broken Picture Telephone! Go do it now. →
I HATE MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WWHHHOOOO WORKS TEN HOURS IN A WEEK!!? IT’S ME. IT’S ME. Surprisingly, I’m more annoyed at this than I am excited. …OR AM I?? Hey. That was supposed to be italicized. Where are my fun buttons?? How am I supposed to know how badly I butchered italicized?? So I don’t know. A part of me wants to not just play Oblivion. Another part of me is like, screw you, first...